Ashram Newsletter - February, 2018

February 3, 2018

 Dear Friends,


Stepping out of the Ashram for five weeks, as I often do in January, and traveling to Florida, Georgia, and California is quite a contrast from living in the quiet mountains of Crestone, Colorado. Going to busy airports, sitting in traffic jams, shopping in crowded stores, and watching people hustle and bustle here and there, helps me understand why people come to the Ashram so often, saying it is a basteon of peace in a harried world. Even in people's homes I see how cluttered they often are, as if to cover the fear of simplicity, of emptiness, of just being quiet.


Gathering people around Him, Shri Haidakhan Babaji in both of His latest forms seemed to have a quiet magnetism that attracted people. Sometimes hundreds would gather around Him, often in silence. I remember editing the book by Giridhari Lal Misra (Shastriji's brother) "From Age to Age - Stories of Haidakhan Baba". There was story after story of the healings, teachings, and visions, that people had sitting with Babaji usually in silence. I particularly was drawn to this quote from the first chapter of the book:


"Merely by observing His (Haidakhan Baba's) external features and demeanor, common men recognized Him as a model religious preceptor, a yogi of yogis, with all the accomplishments of yoga, and a great propagator of the Vedas. Exerting no effort whatsoever, His silent presence was potent enough to evoke an endless stream of pure and beneficient thoughts in His followers.


"During the period of Babaji's presence on earth, it was possible to see that if a sad person, having sought shelter with His Holiness, produced a slight sign of sorrow on Shri Babaji's face, the whole gathering would experience the combined agony of everyone's heartbreak. This state of sorrow would last only for a short time, such intense grief can not be endured for long. Likewise, an indication of joy on the face of His Holiness would spark involuntary exhilaration among the assembled spectators. This is the greatness of yogic achievements."


I remember standing next to Babaji in 1982. It was August and very hot as we were visiting Almora. I was fanning Babaji and he was quietly sitting there as the crowd was chanting around Him. I could feel His silence inside of my soul, as if He were filling me for the many years that I would not see Him after that day. For I was to leave the next day for Delhi and fly back to America, not setting my eyes on this beautiful manifestation of my Lord again. It was in this silent majesty that I perhaps learned the most about the eternal presence of peace and love.


Some years later, in 1993, Premanand traveled to Haidakhan for the first time. He tells about when he went to the sacred Gautama Ganga River and sat next to Gaur Hari, not knowing who he was. All of a sudden, he said, he nearly fell over, feeling overwhelmed by Gaur Hari's energy. He was just sitting there saying not a word or doing anything. Of course he has been pujari everyday since 1976 or so taking care of 15 murtis each morning.


I begin to understand this attraction to peace and silence. I find myself speaking much less at the dinner table at the Ashram or sitting with the folks on tour. I relish the moments of deep silence when truth seems to explode on its own. 


In Truth, Love, and Immense Gratitude



Ceremonies and Schedule


There is no full-moon this month but will be one on Thursday, March 1. The new-moon will be on Thursday, February 15 (the morning after our all-night chanting for Shivaratri). All fire ceremonies begin at 10am followed by a meal. Please arrive ten minutes early, freshly bathed, in a long skirt or pants with shoulders covered, and having fasted from grains, cereals, meat, eggs, garlic and onions. Fruit, yogurt, unsalted nuts, veggies and tea or coffee are fine to eat before. Also, if you have a dietary need for something more hearty before our meal at 11:30 or so, please partake.


Our evening aarati is at 6pm, morning aarati at 7am, and the small fire ceremony is at 8:00am. We do not have the small fire ceremony when we have our large fire ceremony on new and full moons and during Navratri. The Maha Lakshmi Shop is open every day from 10am until 5pm. We love to see you.

 If you would like to participate by sponsoring a fire ceremony or a bhandara (feast) we ​would be happy to send you a blessed item from the fire ceremony if you request. They are:

$27 sponsorship - Copper, brass, nickel Om Namah Shivaya bracelet

$54 sponsorship - Rudraksha, Rosewood, or Tulsi Mala

$108 sponsorship - Rose Quartz Mala or a copper, silver, brass Om Haidakhandi bracelet

(Click here to go to our donate link to sponsor a fire or bhandara.)


Fire Ceremony in Carlsbad, CA - Sunday, February 4 at 10am


I look forward to joining Nirmal and Indira Sharma in their new home in Carlsbad, California for a fire ceremony, puja, chanting, and a meal tomorrow, Sunday, February 4 at 10am.


Several old devotees will be gathering there that morning, so it should be a great reunion. We hope you can join us and share some blessed time together.


It is not too late but please call Nirmal and Indira at 508-847-9135 for directions and so that Indira will know how much food to prepare.



Shivaratri and Maha Samadhi

Wednesday, February 14


The great festival of Lord Shiva is quickly approaching. It is said to be the night that the Shiva energy is most present on the earth. It is extra special for us this year as both Shivaratri and Shri Babaji's Maha Samadhi fall on the same day, February 14. We will begin with a paduka puja at 6pm that evening, followed by aarati. At 7pm we will have the first of our four Lingam pujas. We will continue with a Lingam puja at 10pm, 1am, and 3am, completing the chanting at about 3:30am. We will have the fire ceremony the next morning at 10am followed by an Indian feast. Please join us for all or any of the special sacred night of Lord Shiva. If you would like to reserve a room in the dormitory, please email us at


Spring Navratri - The Divine Mother Festival

Sunday, March 18 - Monday, March 26


The beautiful Divine Mother festival (Spring Navratri) is early this year. We will celebrate it from Sunday, March 18 through Monday, March 26. Each day we will have fire ceremonies, special pujas to the Divine Mother of the day, discourses from the Sri Mad Devi Bhagavatam, bhandaras, aaratis and chanting. We will honor our children on Sunday, March 25.


Since we have two weekends this Navratri, there should be plenty of room in the dormitory. Email us at to reserve a room. We hope you can join us for all or any part of the celebration. Jai Ma!


Tenth Annual Spring On-line Fundraiser Auction Around the Corner - April 20 - 29


Over the last ten years the Ashram has completed several building projects, upgraded systems, and been able to keep everything running at the Ashram in excellent condition with the funds raised through our annual on-line fundraising auction. It has become a major part of the Ashram operating budget. Some of you have donated items, bid on items, and spread the world about the auction over the years. We deeply appreciate this and hope that you could do this again. We would also ask that even more of you would become involved. Whether it is donating items from your shop, business, meals at your restaurant, nights at your hotel, gently used household items, jewelry, or electronics; every item brings in funds to help run Shri Babaji's and the Divine Mother's Ashram. 


You can view the auction now and get an idea of what others have donated by clicking here. You can even put your donations up yourself by using the button on the left that says donate. Another way to support the auction is by becoming a sponsor. They basically underwrite the cost of running the auction so that all the funds raised go directly to the Ashram. There are instructions to become a sponsor as well on the site or just call us at 719-256-4108 or email us at We ask each of you to support us in this endeavor as you are able.

Here are two sacred Babaji items already donated:


Family Week


Family week grew organically eighteen years ago out of Samaj Board members bringing their children and grandchildren to the Annual meeting here at the Ashram. These children have now grown and headed off to college and beyond. Our next generation of "family weekers" have also grown and are mostly in high school now. It felt like the time to take a step back and consider serving our younger generation in other ways. The Ashram Board of Directors has decided to not have family week this summer but to redirect our energy to working more with the local schools in the valley inviting them to attend fire ceremonies, participate in our Bal Gokulam (children's) programs, and to bring their classes to the Ashram to learn about our tradition. It has been a memorable 18 years, and we so appreciate all of the families that have attended over the years. 

Of course we will continue to welcome families at the Ashram and perhaps families can organize to come together if they like. There will also be a workshop apart from the Ashram on the Real Love principals that were presented the last couple of years during Family Week. It will be held on May 26, 27, and 28 at the Crestone Charter School. For more information go to


Karma Yoga at the Ashram


I have been gone most of January so I do not have as many photos as usual. But the karma yoga goes on both at the Ashram keeping everything going, doing puja, singing aarati, having fire ceremonies and bhandaras. On the tour, similar karma yoga is going on preparing food, pujas, aaratis, fire ceremony, and clean up. Babaji told us to take the lesson of karma yoga where ever we go and this is certainly what has been going on all month on the tour. It is beautiful to see the generosity in Shri Babaji's family all over the country.