Ashram Newsletter - August, 2016

August 9, 2016


Dear Friends,


We just completed our Annual American Samaj Weekend followed by the New-moon Fire Ceremony, followed by Family Week and the Real Love Workshop. It was both magical and a huge under taking, and the primary reason this newsletter is over a week later than usual! As far as the news, I will keep this to the news of the past month, July, and leave the events that have happened in this first part of August for the next newsletter.


However, I will speak to something discussed at the Real Love Workshop this last week that has rung very clear for me and that I could feel viscerally in my body. It is the effect that fear has upon me and how it colors my perception of what is going on around me. My fear runs deep and at its source is usually this belief that I am not worthy of being unconditionally loved. My parents did the best they could and were very good people AND they treated me differently if I was good and smiley and got good grades and did not cause any trouble. I could definitely feel the difference though, and it was terrifying to me as a child, when they withheld their love and approval when I made mistakes and goofed up.


I therefore decided to hide anything that I thought would be disapproved of and show only my happy face. This may seem to be a pleasant thing for parents but it was devastating for me as a full human being. Living a life of fear of being discovered as a person that has both strengths and weaknesses has kept me from fully engaging in life, particularly in difficult situations.


As I have been doing this Real Love work for the last several months, I am becoming more aware of when I am trudging through my day in fear or when I am flowing in peace and knowing that I am loved just as I am. I could feel this during our Family Week. The first day was blissful and flowing, even though there were many more adults and children than we had expected. The next morning, although not much had changed externally, I felt constricted and found myself judging people and being bugged by situations that had been fine the day before. Fortunately, I could share my feelings during the Real Love group and was helped to see that I was in fear about anything not going perfectly as I thought it would reflect on me and prove that I was not lovable or worthwhile. After seeing this and being loved in my imperfection, I felt a cloud of darkness leave me and I was back in peace and joy. The next day was so easy and blissful again despite the added confusion of a day full of rain.


Asking myself the question, "How can I be more loving to this person in this moment" has been a huge help to me. Sunday morning I felt myself going into judgement about someone and when I asked this question and chose to move toward love, I felt so much lighter. It remained all day, surprising since we had four Indian families here making breakfast and lunch in a lot of chaos. It was joyfully flowing and even a karma yogi who sometimes becomes overwhelmed by too many people in the kitchen commented on how harmonious it all felt. I cannot take all of the credit for this joyful feeling in the kitchen but I know my peace added to this sense of harmony. A little later this newsletter crashed and I lost a good part of the work I had done on it and still the feeling of peace prevailed. As the time for the evening aarati approached, I felt myself begin to get tense and cranky wanting to get the newsletter out that day, Sunday. I recognized this not to be a peaceful state and made a decision not to trade my peace and joy for the completion of a newsletter. That was a big step for me and led to a beautiful evening connecting with many people and so the newsletter is still in progress!


Once again, I am so grateful to live here in Shri Babaji's and the Divine Mother's infinite love for me. I feel deeply supported by so many people, it is a great tribute to the path of truth, simplicity, love, and service that Babaji gave us.


In Truth and Love,



Ceremonies and Schedule


The full-moon fire ceremony this month is on Thursday, August 18 and the next new-moon fire ceremony will be on Thursday, September 1. The fire ceremonies begin at 10am and are followed by a meal. Please arrive ten minutes early, freshly bathed, in a long skirt or pants with shoulders covered, and having fasted from grains, cereals, meat, eggs, garlic and onions. Fruit, yogurt, unsalted nuts, veggies and tea or coffee are fine to eat before. Also, if you have a dietary need for something more hearty before our meal at 11:30 or so, please partake.


Our evening aarati is at 6pm and morning aarati at 7am, with paduka puja at 6:30am and the small fire ceremony is at 8:00am. We do not have the small fire ceremony when we have our large fire ceremony on new and full moon. Lunch is served at about 12:30 or 1pm, and we invite you to join us. (Call if you are a group or have special dietary needs.) The Maha Lakshmi Shop is open every day from 10am until 5pm. We love to see you.


If you would like to participate by sponsoring a fire ceremony or a bhandara (feast), we ​would be happy to send you a blessed item from the fire ceremony if you request. They are:

$27 sponsorship - Copper, brass, nickel Om Namah Shivaya bracelet

$54 sponsorship - Rudraksha, Rosewood, or Tulsi Mala

$108 sponsorship - Rose Quartz Mala or a copper, silver, brass Om Haidakhandi bracelet

(Click here to go to our Paypal link to sponsor a fire or bhandara.)


Divine Mother of Crestone 2017 Calendar Has Arrived and Selling Fast!

The new calendar has arrived and is even more spectacular than imagined! (See under Maha Lakshmi Shop for more images.) What an amazing thing to have a different professionally produced image of the resplendent Divine Mother of Crestone on your wall each month. This first ever magnificent calendar measures 12" by 12" on 120 lb. gloss and sells for $25. Each image will be framable and contains a heart-melting quote from The Haidakhandeswari Sapta Sati written by our beloved Shastriji.  We are deeply grateful to award winning photographer and long-time devotee, JD Marston (aka Ram Dass) for undertaking this breath-taking project. To order you may call us at 719-256-4108 or go on-line to our shop website at . It is listed under Devotional Items. If you are a center or ashram there is a 20% discount for quantity orders. Jai Ma! 

Next Big Event - 

Fall Navratri from Saturday, October 1

through Sunday, October 9


This special time at the Ashram when we come together to honor, thank, and express our deep devotion to the Divine Mother is always a heartfelt time. We have daily large fire ceremonies, extra pujas, aaratis, chanting, discourses, and readings from the Haidakhandiswari Sapta Sati and the Srimad Devi Bhagavatam. It is a rich time.


Please join us if you can. We are already filling up for the weekend nights (fortunateley we have two weekends during Navratri this year!) so email us at or call us at 719-256-4108. Jai Ma!



Karma Yoga at the Ashram


Another month of generous helpers and lots of karma yoga. We appreciate you all so very much, thank you. So much keeps getting accomplished by your generosity and love.




















We are so grateful for all of the love and help that Shri Babaji and the Divine Mother send to us.

We ask each of you to look into your hearts and see what this Ashram means to you and to please donate as you are able. You may go to our website and donate through PayPal (you can even set up a monthly tithe).  You can also send a check (made out to HUA) to P.O. Box 9, Crestone Co, 81131 for your support, love, and prayers. Bhole Baba Ki Jai!!



Recent Events


Fourth of July Weekend


Lots of folks. lots of meals, lots of joy!




























































Ashram Receives Donation of a New Car


As most of you know, we have been wanting to get a newer car. Most of the Ashram's cars are over 20 years old and have nearly 300,000 miles on them so we have been putting out the word for the last many months. By Baba and Mother's blessing and the generosity of Susan Black, we not only received a newer car but a brand new 2016 Honda CRV! We were stunned and overwhelmed with gratitude. Here is Susan presenting the car and the next photo is the Ashram Board doing a puja to the new car. Bhole Baba Ki Jai!




















JD Marston (aka Ram Dass) and Dharmananda Return to their Homes


We bade goodby to JD at the beginning of July when he returned home to Thailand after being at the Ashram for two months. He was deeply appreciated here and is contribution of the photography and layout of our new Divine Mother Calendar will be remembered.


Shortly after this, our dear friend, Dharmananda returned to New Zealand after a much shorter than usual stay. This year he just could not adjust to the high altitude here and he finally had to surrender and return home. We are happy to say that he seems in good spirits and good health now that he is at sea level again. We send our love and gratitude to both of these long-time devotees.















Jai Shankar Represents America at the Jai Ho "Next Generation Gathering" in Holland


"When I first arrived to Sada Shiva Dham in Holland, a person I have never met before greeted me with a hug.  I was in an instant filled with so much joy to have been given the opportunity to go to this amazing place for such an important gathering.  That evening, most of the people arrived from all around the world. People from Russia, Poland, Sweden, Scotland, Italy, Australia, and so on came for this same gathering I was coming for.  The feeling was very unique, because all of us young adults gathered here in Holland were representing something so much more than, “Hi I’m Jai Shankar from the US”; but we each had a glow of the future about us.


"I had the honor to be part of this workshop that was organized by Jai Ho with many of the older Haidakhandi’s as our facilitators.  To see some of these older devotees come together (some for the first time in ages) and look into each other’s eyes, laugh, embrace as though they have finally been reunited with a long lost brother or sister was such an inspiring feeling. These devotees who had met while they were with Shri Babaji, were able to share their experiences and wisdom with all of us present. The practical tools that we learned during our workshops were so solid gold that we were able to put them into action immediately during the following day's discussion.  All of us involved in the gathering became so close so quickly.  We opened up dialogues with each other on a variety of topics and we shared how we each saw the world and each one of the views were beautiful and amazing. We sang together, laughed together, played together and searched a bit deeper within ourselves together.


"It seems like tragedy hits close to home repeatedly day after day, and this is a very daunting feeling to know that this is the world we live in. I cannot say that what we did or experienced at this Next Generation Gathering in Holland found the answers or is the solution to these global problems, but it is very comforting to know that the people I met there and the bonds that were created there have made commitments to each other and ourselves that we would continue our spiritual practice and find new ways to bring the philosophies and spirituality of all ashrams under Babaji into the world.  The future is still a cloudy thing, but a good cloudy, and I’m very welcoming to it now that I know I have new brothers and sisters across this, honestly… small world.  I imagine even 30 years into the future; my new brothers and sisters will come back together and embrace each other just as the older haidakhandi’s did at the start of the gathering.  It’s a beautiful image."



Guru Purnima Day


The full moon in July is the day we honor our teacher and it was celebrated at the Ashram with a lovely paduka puja, fire ceremony, and feast to follow. We were particularly grateful to have visitors here from Denver, Chicago, and the Phillipines to grace our ceremonies. Bhole Baba Ki Jai!














New You Tube Videos of Devotees Sharing Babaji Stories Uploaded.


We have uploaded more wonderful stories of Shri Babaji taken here at the Ashram as well as at the Guru Purnima celebration in Holland. You can view them on YouTube under Ramloti Wood channel at


Premal Trivedi's Marriage to Milan Patel


















The Trivedi family moved to America from Mumbai, India in 2000. They moved to the Ashram at that time and stayed here for five months until they located in California. Premal was 17 years old at that time and her two younger brothers, Kedar and Brugesh were 14 and 12 respectively. We all grew very close during this time and became like family. So to attend Premal's wedding last month was so sweet. Here are photos of Premal and her new husband, Milan; and Kedar and Brugesh and their cousin. We wish them both a blessed life together and much love to both the families that made this such a special event. Bhole Baba Ki Jai! 


American Haidakhan Samaj Weekend July 29 -31

The Board of Directors of the American Haidakhan Samaj and several other devotees joined us for a weekend of ceremony, sharing, chanting, and camaraderie as we made plans for the coming year to spread Shri Babaji's message more fully. Visit the Samaj website at for more information and the latest projects. Here is a note from one of the Samaj Board members who traveled here from his home in Canada.


"I just wanted to say again how much I enjoyed being at the Ashram for the Samaj weekend.   You could not have been more kind to me. For some reason, on this visit, I was very sensitive to Baba's energy. I could literally feel it  increasing as we all arrived and participated through the weekend. With every puja, aarati and fire ceremony I felt an increasing 'fullness of being' that I recall only feeling back in Haidakhan when all those good things were happening. It was as if I were experiencing the aarati verse, "Om Purnamidah, Purnamidam..." (on fullness of being), firsthand. For the last few days I've been eating little more than one meal a day while being grounded in my emotional body and seeing the world through its feeling state. It is such an unusual experience (for me) and really leaves me wanting more.   

"While I came to the ashram to contribute what I could to the Samaj meetings, the feeling of Babaji - that sense of fullness - increased every day and was undeniable. Those of you that stay there all the time must experience that on a regular basis. Hopefully, everyone visiting the Ashram has a similar feeling of connection to Babaji, or Mother, to take back home with them. The increasing level of visitations would suggest that, at some level, everyone receives more love than they came with."

Thank you again, so much, Bhole Baba Ki Jai! Ferd











Family Week August 3 - 6


This was wonderful and will be covered in the next newsletter!


Concurrent Workshop During Family Week on Real Love - August 3 - 6 


Also a life-changing event and will be covered in the next newsletter.



Visitors to the Ashram


A full and wonderful month once again! Thank you for coming all this way to have Baba and Mother's Darshan. We love having you all. Although we are already a week into August, I will save those for next month.






































Calendar of Events for 2016 


October 1 - 9 - Fall Navratri, Divine Mother Festival


October 30 - Diwali, Festival of Lights



Maha Lakshmi Shop Report


We are happy to announce the arrival of the spectacular Divine Mother Calendar for 2017. Be sure to get yours before they run out, as they are very popular. They sell for $25 and are available on our Shop website under devotional items at Here are two more of the lovely images.




The Maha Lakshmi Shop is open every day from 10am until 5pm. You may call the Ashram at 719-256-4108 and place your orders over the phone and we are happy to answer any questions.  It is really nice to connect in this way. We take Visa, MasterCard or Discover. Many, but not all of the items in the Shop are on our website at , so you can go there as well.


The Shop is a major supporter of the Ashram. We deeply appreciate your patronage.


Maha Lakshmi Mata Ki Jai!


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